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Wow thats an early sign of a drug problem LMAO!!!!!
Only drugies ever say being high is when u truly see the light or some corny shit...
I think ur problem isnt the question, but u might be slightly distorted BECAUSE of that PCP
LMAO!
Well i don't do drugs or drink.
The experience honestly fucking traumatized me and for a bit I was thinking the only way to "wake up" would be to do some crazy shit like drop a massive amount of acid or like kill myself of something but then I was like "Fuck that. Even if this is all fake it's fun as fuck and jacking off still feels good." so fuck killing myself over some dumbass hypothetical-question bullshit.
Fuck suicide in general lol.
But yeah i mean it changed my life. That's what got me into philosophy and I think it made me more cautious of what I put into my body and shit.
PCP is scary as fuck. That shit is NOT fun. I can't even smoke weed anymore because when I do, I sorta go back to those moments of like, feeling completely programmed, or being in a dream or some shit. I can't explain it. I sound like I'm being a melodramatic emofag right now lol so i'm gonna quit before I get flamed or something.
this is you at 0:18 