P.S. im not biting eboyd

"perseverance"

this difficulty,
thats happening to me lately,
has came rapidly
going through hard times trying to keep my self happy
its crappy though,
my life is going fast but the pain is going slow
people say to me pain happens everyday
its so hard for me to make it,
I just wanna die away today
going through perseverance,
starts when the sun rises in the west
never feel like getting up,
so i stay at rest in silence
but the alarm clock is so loud,
that it wakes me from my slumberfest
it doesnt have to be school,
home i still go though the same mess
sacrifices i have to take,
and begin forced into unneeded arguments
hurts for other people to feel this,
but it is what it is
In my head i say i wanna die,
for some reason im still in exsistence,
I guess its perseverance