Cigarettes are good for me when I feel really pissed.... Like if you are smoking Marlboro 100's (or anyhting that isnt menthal), you know when you inhale you get that painful feeling? Like the painful surge in your chest?Its horrible for you, but its great if ur pissed. Im just like "FUCK THIS" and listen to "Milk it" by nirvana and just enjoy that buzz/pain in your chest. Blacks make me feel sick... Period.
I remeber one time I tried to inhale a cigar because I heard your not suposed to so I just didt it to see what would happen.... That was HORRIBLE. I dont know if it was mind over matter or what, But I coughed my lungs out.
But yeah the first time I smoked weed, I didnt feel it. I dont know if.... I think I was buzed but not high. I wanted to build a fort wiith my freinds little brother and I was.... Just.... having fun.
the second time, I smoked THREE bowls and didnt feel it. Dont know what happened.
Now the third time, I was FUCKED. I sat there on the couch and thought I was dying because I was trying to have a conversation on the phone, and I couldnt concentrate and it was pissing me off. So I tried texting instead and I couldnt find the letters. Like I would spend literally a whole minute trying to find one letter.
Fourth time (and the last time I have done it since) I stood there outside with the next door neighbor girl (she was sober) and I just watched her face move as she talked on the phone and she was like 'Are you ok?" and I looked at her and I was like "IM DYING" and ran home and laid in bed listening to music. It was.... Boring.
But yeah cigs... are horrible for you, but provide a great buzz. Ive never been drunk though. To be honest Im scared of puking my brains out. Ive seen people praying to the porcielen god. Doesent seem like much fun.
And about which cigs give you a buzz, I do this. Go to public ashtreys and break the cigs down, get the tobacco, and roll your own. Its weird because one minute your smoking a menthal then your smoking something else. Seems ghetto but if you try you can get like, 3 cigs in a day for free. And if your underage if works.
If your of age, its a waste of time.
But why do I flip out on weed and go apeshit on people? hah
