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My experience at a mental hospital
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| HateMainstreamMusic |
Date: Tuesday, 12/Jan/10, 7:29 PM | Message # 1 |
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So how to begin...well on the 6th of january...i woke up and my dad told me i'm going to a hospital and i had to wake up now...now of course there were reasons...i have bipolar...i cut school for 2 months and before that i haven't had a good attendance... so i didn't really know what to expect from an inpatient mental hospital...retards? (no offense i'm not saying it as an insult)...crazy lunatics and shit like that?...but when i got to my unit where i sleep and where I'll be most of the time...(after my parents left) i was greeted kinda nicely... ok so the this is what most the kids were...1. kids who tried to kill themselfs...2. drug addicts 3. cutters(people who cut themselves...4.other(such as aggressive kids) so maybe you would expect these kids to be crazy or retarded...but those are basically just stupid stereotypes...these were great kids with great personalities...and this was one of the most fun times of my life...dead serious it was FUN...i miss it there...i might put more experiences i had there if people want to know more what it was like NOW i am part of a partial hospital...i had one day there so far...bad shit happened this morning and ended up with the cops making me go which i'm not getting into...but so far i don't like the kids AS much...there was this one teen i liked...she was this pretty girl and she was very shy...but she left at the end of today...done...the other kids are actually kind of annoying...oh well i might get used to it...i'll edit this post as i go along... so i know a lot of hip hoppers have had hard times in life...so i just wanted to share my experiences...i feel like a better person...more confident...i met kids with far more problems with mine...it really was a great experience...that is all... as i wrote above i will edit this post as i go along in the partial hospital...
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| Adam |
Date: Tuesday, 12/Jan/10, 7:43 PM | Message # 2 |
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Your way to weird...
I JUST EXPLODED INTO RAINBOWS AND LOLLIPOPS!
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| EmSeeD |
Date: Tuesday, 12/Jan/10, 8:00 PM | Message # 3 |
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that's good for you man, bi-polar is a hard thing to live with.
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| HateMainstreamMusic |
Date: Tuesday, 12/Jan/10, 8:11 PM | Message # 4 |
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Emcees
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Quote (Adam) Your way to weird...
lol
Quote (EmSeeD) that's good for you man, bi-polar is a hard thing to live with.
yes it is...I probably wouldn't share this...But you guys have a no idea who i am so hey i might as well explain what i've been doing for the past 6 daysAdded (12/Jan/10, 8:11 Pm)
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by the way somehow my youtube account got "closed"...like just now...so i'm trying to reopen it
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| s0dr2 |
Date: Tuesday, 12/Jan/10, 9:02 PM | Message # 5 |
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may i ask how u were diagnosed with bipolar?
"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbour. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover." - Mark Twain
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| HateMainstreamMusic |
Date: Tuesday, 12/Jan/10, 9:09 PM | Message # 6 |
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Emcees
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yes i went to a few psychiatrists and based on the way i acted...or something like that...my dad knows more lol...but i definetly have bipolar...but i have medication which helps so much
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| HipHopHead |
Date: Tuesday, 12/Jan/10, 9:29 PM | Message # 7 |
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Hmm my friend explained a similar case like yours, though this might not be true. See my friend has this "anger" problem, for example in one second he will rage, and the next second he'll be calm, and act like nothing happened. I dont know much really, but he said that the government takes care of him, and he doesnt need a job, since the gov pays him weekly due to his disorder. I mean he was a really nice guy, though as i said, this might not be true >.>
"Im a cut throat baller like OJ Simpson"
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| EmSeeD |
Date: Tuesday, 12/Jan/10, 9:29 PM | Message # 8 |
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Quote (HateMainstreamMusic)
by the way somehow my youtube account got "closed"...like just now...so i'm trying to reopen it wtf, maybe someone from home did it you can re-open them here i believe http://www.google.com/support....account
http://chirbit.com/emseed
http://youtube.com/siwooot
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| HateMainstreamMusic |
Date: Tuesday, 12/Jan/10, 9:48 PM | Message # 9 |
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Emcees
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yeah i did that i'n waiting for it to reopen...
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| ilikebacon3000 |
Date: Tuesday, 12/Jan/10, 10:47 PM | Message # 10 |
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Quote (HateMainstreamMusic) nd ended up with the cops making me go
No shit?
I got harrassed by a cop today too!
Life's a bitch and I'm just along for the ride.
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| EmSeeD |
Date: Tuesday, 12/Jan/10, 11:21 PM | Message # 11 |
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lol what for?
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| J-Breakz |
Date: Tuesday, 12/Jan/10, 11:41 PM | Message # 12 |
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Quote (ilikebacon3000) No shit?
I got harrassed by a cop today too!
I think he meant being put in handcuffs and shit. Not exactly just cops messin with kids.
livin life like some cheesy movie
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| ilikebacon3000 |
Date: Wednesday, 13/Jan/10, 0:26 AM | Message # 13 |
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Emcees
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[perezhilton] Quote (EmSeeD) lol what for?
Well we had finals today and I finished all mine and my teacher tried to tell me to go to my Biology class, which I wasn't going to do because I hate my Biology teacher and didn't feel like being bitched at for not doing his 5 page review that can't be typed and MUST BE HAND WRITTEN. So I decided to find my upperclassmen friend Micheal, talk him into letting me get his keys, and getting some friends and going and chilling in his van for the rest of the day.
Me and 3 others buds go out to the van, complete with cigarettes, music, and some snackage. About 50 minutes into our fiasco, the campus police officer walks up and is like "GET OUT OF THE VAN BOYS!" and so we all get out and thank god my friend somehow ditched our shit... Anyways, we get out, one of us gets smart-ass to the cop by saying "You think your uniform scares me?" and in my head I was like "Fuck you Dillon. Shut the fuck up." and then the cop is like "Who do you think you are?!?!" and so me, being my smart self was like "Him? Oh don't worry about that faggot. That's just Dillon. You should see him when he's drunk."
So we go to the office and me and the cop get in this arguement about why our system is built off of a small group of people having power, and the rest of us staying ignorant by going to "school" and learning shit which is completley irrelevent. He ended up saying "Well why don't you become a lobbyist and change that?" and I was like "Because that is just giving in to their ways of thinking. On top of that, I don't think I have much of a chance of being a lobbyist when your here putting me up on some bullshit charges." and he was like "Well if you hate the way things are so much, then just leave America!" and he walked out. Even the principle was like "Yeah he overreacted. You don't deserve a ticket for it." So in a way, I did get definiet, but he was the one pushing me up against the van, searching the fuck out of me like I had a weapon, yelling at me for trying to ask "Do you need to see my student ID?" and then basically saying "You think different! FUCK OFF!" I'm pretty sure that if the school admins agree, then the cop was wrong somewhere in there...
What a day, what a day.... [/perezhilton] WOOOOO 3 days AISP and numerous tickets, half of which I probably deserved, half of which are bullshit. Quote (J-Breakz) hink he meant being put in handcuffs and shit. Not exactly just cops messin with kids.
Yeah he did I think. But I had a run in with a police officer too and I thought that was odd. Although I am responsible for why the cop bothered me in the first place, but he took it over the line.
Life's a bitch and I'm just along for the ride.
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| EmSeeD |
Date: Wednesday, 13/Jan/10, 1:05 AM | Message # 14 |
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getting smart to the police isn't a good idea, when you're older it will probably get you into even more shit
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| eboyd |
Date: Wednesday, 13/Jan/10, 5:14 AM | Message # 15 |
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DUDE! Say hi to Kool Keith for me!  Oh, btw, Taylor, are we going to have to reschedule? Am I going to have to meet you at the local jail instead of the library or coffee shop here in Norman and post your bail? btw, I almost got a fucking ticket in your damn town tonight  lol since when is a u-turn at a green left turn arrow illegal????!?! 
my new theme song
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